No..now I'm starting to block...hihi...the prostentsata is telling me not to write what I want to tell you...I'm just pressing the wrong keys... Yes...you're tired of saying smoke...but it's not just tired...then I'm starting to dream...to think about you...my vocabulary is getting confusing and I can't form sentences anymore...
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this is even worse, why am I trying to tell you something and it doesn't come easily to me...strange...I actually wanted to thank you...for that, despite the fact that I made you feel better, you obviously didn't decide to stop...and I was so scared...but I deserve it! Thank you! I know that you love me... I want you to know that I love you very much! You certainly know it... it's only when you are angry or "powerless" that you forget it... I have a feeling that in the last card you wrote to me that I don't think you deserve a certain kind of abuse... but the last card I received was literally like this - "You love yourself more than me!" It was painful, because I value both your needs and what you want... but we don't understand each other... you are so inadequate, especially when you write!
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Sega mila shte priklyychvam....tyk e veche 00.00 az az sum spal dva... Hey, I don't want you to complain that you were open with me and that you made me not sleep... the mistake was mine and the consequences are for me... I'm glad that it's just a few years later that it would have been more serious... I'm glad that I slept